you know whats realy fucking stupid? when a teen has to be afrade of her own country. this is the firts time i'm admiting i'm afrade of realy anything. there are people in this world that just want to carve and carve and carve the world into there idel perfection, and they end up alone, having killed everyone. People like conservitives scare the shit out of me, becasue if i know if they had it there way, it would be a never ending holocoust, and i would be killed with no second thought. It's the fact of me dying that scares me, its the way and the reason why people like me dye. It's all becasue we love differently. Thoughts like this make me depressed, make me unable to sleep, but i manage. im planing to silc scren a teeshirt with a letter to the country, explaining my fears. maybe then i will be heard